Do you ever feel like not getting out of bed?

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   Posted 1/4/2009 12:03 AM (GMT -6)   
Why bother getting up? It's just another day to hate yourself more?
Why bother to keep asking him to go out? You know he's not interested. But you still can't stop thinking about him. And that hurts all the more.
Why bother going to a good school? The only career you want earns no money, so you'll be screwed for life anyway.
Why bother going to therapy. No matter how the outcome is, your family and friends are still going to care less. You're still not going to be supported in your good and/or bad decisions. Why bother talking to anyone?
Why bother giving it your best? Cause it's never good enough anyway.
Why should I wake up to this everyday of my life? Sorry to be so negative. But honestly, I don't want people feeling sorry for me in this way-but I really think my life is a waste. If it's apparent no one wants me here, and I myself don't want to be in this world, why should everyone suffer? I hope that I get in accidents and something happens. I just want everything to be over. I want to be out of this world hnestly because I'm jsut sick of living the crap life I make myself live.

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   Posted 1/4/2009 12:48 AM (GMT -6)   

i hear you loud and clear.

but you do have to try and find SOME positives for the future-

if i had my way, id sleep all day,

Maz XX

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   Posted 1/4/2009 1:00 AM (GMT -6)   
Well, absolutely, i feel like that alot of times! But, my reason to keep going is really because as bad as the future sounds when you think about it like that, giving up is even worse! So, just keep fighting, for yourself.
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   Posted 1/4/2009 11:58 AM (GMT -6)   
i spent two weeks in bed, doing nothing and staring into space. then i just got up. i did it for myself. yes the depression is just gonna get you down, but fighting it is worth the while. i get up every morning now, sometimes its still hard, but if this depression is gonna kill me, i'd rather die fighting, know what i mean? be strong, we can beat this monster. one step, one day, one minute at a time.

getting by
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   Posted 1/4/2009 12:38 PM (GMT -6)   
You heard it, and these people felt just like you at one time.

I could sleep all day if I had the chance. And night too. But I take adderall now and that keeps me going. You might want to talk to your doctor about something like that.

How old are you? You sound young. Do you see a doctor? A counselor? I think that if you don't you should. There is much support there. You will learn what other's think doesn't matter. It is learning to love yourself and I know that you can do that.

Keep posting, as we are here for you.

Hugs, Karen
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