My boyfriend, who I started dating right after I got out of the hospital about
a month and a half ago, called me tonight and basically told me that he thinks we have nothing to talk about
and that I don't satisfy him enough sexually. This might seem a little stupid since I'm only 17, and we have only been dating for a month and a half, but I
opened up to this boy completely after I was in an utterly vulnerable situation and I thought we were getting on perfectly well and I was so comfortable and happy until this call. I feel totally betrayed, and embarrased and exposed and ugh it's a really horrible feeling, I've been crying for an hour. What am I supposed to do?! Every time I
open up to someone something like this happens, they throw it right back into my face. I've been doing so well until now, taking my meds, seeing my doctor, doing my school work, trying to stay positive... but this sets me back all the way to before I went in to the hospital. I feel like I'm worthless and stupid.
anyway, I just wanted to post what happened so that I can talk to you guys about
Your head'll collapse when there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
"Where is my mind? "