I think hair cutting will keep you from hiding any more is a good thing, but my concern is the "loss of control" and you ended up doing something that was not exactly self multilating but it kinda seems like it might have felt that way for you. I could be wrong and please tell me if I am... I am just really concerned about
you and want you to help you find some help.
Have you thought about
talking to therapist? Sorry if I hurt feelings with that question. I just want to help you get in a better place and I think therapy might help with that.
Cutting one's long hair off is tramadic enough with the intent to do it, but I get the feeling that this was a spontainous action in order to express the pain you felt?
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