So, i'm new to this forum thing, almost having a panic attack while i do this, ha. But heres my story in short, i've been a drug user/addict for the past 4 years and was just recently released from my first substance abuse program, i was 18 days clean then. I've been dealing with depression(possibly bi-polar and other crap) for the past six and also dealt with ADD. I've tried medications, well-butrin, topamax, abilify, some other thing i can't remember, and trazedone. Currently i'm taking lamictal and seroquel. My problem lies here; I don't know what to do with myself anymore, i'm off drugs, which is good, health wise, but now what? I'm severly more depressed and i don't feel like my meds are doing enough. I'm becoming very reclusive So, what i need to ask, is does anyone know what to do with this? What would help? What could possibly make this world living in?
Thank you for your time, I'm extremely embarrassed
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