We have had suicide threats on here, yes. We have to delete them so nobody usually sees them. I don't know what is going on but here are some numbers and sites that might be of some use to you. Many people have to go on disability. It doesn't make you any less of a man, it just means that you have a disability. There are many of us who could use disability and can't get it. So even if we aren't considered disabled, we still are. I hope that you feel better soon.
National Suicide Hotline
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
Helpful Web Sites:
Suicide Hotlines (listed by state)
Suicidal.com (includes Suicide Crisis Center and Depression and Suicide)
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