Welcome to HealingWell. I am so glad that you popped in.
In my very humble opinion, I think you are worrying about
the future way too much. You need to live in the moment. You are worried about
making friends, what your husband thinks, if you are going to get married, if it is going to work out. You are spending so much time in the future that you aren't having a chance to enjoy the present.
Now this is just my opinion. And I am sure that others will offer some advice. So hang in there and try to live in the now. It is so important to enjoy life while you are living it.
Best wishes for a wonderful day,
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies