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   Posted 1/29/2009 5:50 PM (GMT -6)   
"Of all the moments in my life, you were always there somewhere.  Once as a wish.  Once as a blessing.  And now as the greatest loss I will ever experience".
                                          Author Unknown.
Happy Anniversary 1-30-09.  Always in my thoughts. . .

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   Posted 1/29/2009 7:18 PM (GMT -6)   

Gentle Hugs to you.........a very lovely tribute.



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   Posted 1/30/2009 5:06 PM (GMT -6)   

beuatiful words. thinking of you.

Maz XX

            'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)                  
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   Posted 1/30/2009 6:32 PM (GMT -6)   
Those words are so lovely it says it all .

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   Posted 2/10/2009 11:12 AM (GMT -6)   
This is the first day in a long time that I have posted on HW. I lost faith in the fact that "my greatest" love in the world was gone forever. This forum always linked two people together that will never stop loving like we did. Then they were gone.

My depression has been bad and I have found myself lacking everything in this world that I messed up and because of all the anguish with the mistakes of the past, I live in a world where although I am here, everything is dark and done just to pass the time until maybe, just maybe all the signs that I have seen and cried about will be something that will be my happiness again.

My depression has pushed me into the arena of DBS at Cleveland Clinic. It is dangerous but the way I feel, I am willing to take a risk. My VNS implant has dislodged and I am waiting for the clinic go head to have it removed.

January 30, was an especially hard day for me and I spent most of it in tears and depressed. People that care about me said, Quit feeling sorry for yourself and enjoy what you have. They have no idea what I am sorry for!!!!

Valentines Day used to be my favorite holiday until recently. I hang no hearts up, no decorations they just sit in a box with my "pink-painted" lights.

I dread it coming and I want so much for it too be over!!!! The commercials are driving me crazy with bridal fairs and engagements around this time or year. I dont have the love I want and will never feel like I did all those years ago. I still remember the little red box, the expression on his face when I saw the diamond shaped ring that still means the world to me. I look at it every day.

There are so many things in my life that I should be enjoying and I try everyday as I put on my non-depressed face and go day to day. I have a new little grandson who is the most precious thing in the world, and he loves his grandma!!!!!!

I did something brave the other day that I have not done because of the pain. I found a cd from several Christmas ago with "our" family and ya-ya I put them in my pictures and have saved them. This was hard to do when I look at them, I remember.

All and all I am doing ok everyone, just really sad.

I just want this weekend to be over.

getting by
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   Posted 2/10/2009 12:09 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Teresa,

I tried to email you about this post, but it came back.

I am sorry that you are going through such a rough time. But it sounds like things are getting better and that makes me so happy. I hope so anyway.

It sounds like you have been going through a lot. I hope that you are fairing well. Please keep contact with us. Email me if you want to. I can't seem to get an email out to you.

Take care my friend,

Luv and hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies

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   Posted 2/12/2009 10:18 AM (GMT -6)   
Thank you so much GB! Things are really bad right now but it helps to know that people care about you. I will try to keep posting here but as you know it is so hard when your depression is ravishing your life.
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