The thing that would make me the happiest right now would be to lose the weight i gained on a/d meds. I have lost some. I used to have a very good figure and I would like to look that way again. That may be unrealistic as i am older now, i I just would like to look I guess normal would be the word. Second, i would like to have a part time job, maybe 12-15 hrs a week. Just enough I could handle without feeling wiped out and a few extra dollars to help with bills. But most people don't want to hire any one over 50 these days. They don't realize we are very dependable, don't have to stay home with sick kids and with as much work experience as I have had I have great skills. But I apply and don't get hired.