The one thing that we shouldn't do is compare ourselves to others. There will always be greater and lesser people than yourself. You are traveling though your own adventure of life and everybody is important. We all contribute one way or another. But I have done the same thing. I am fifty and haven't accomplished much in the way of making money and other skills. But I know that I am a good person. I am just different in my own way. I help others as much as I can and try to contribute in that way. So try not to be so hard on yourself. And remember you are not a nothing. You are a very important person in this world.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars andy you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive him to be. I took this from a writing called Desiderata. You should read that sometime. It really gives peace to the soul and is comforting.
I hope that you can see that you are a very important person in this world. No matter what you have achieved within your time. And you are young, you can always go back to school if you want. There are government grants to go to college. They are free and don't have to be paid back.
So try to see yourself in a different light. Try not to compare yourself to others. You are a good person and that is what matters. There are many sucessful people that aren't and I wouldn't want to be in their shoes for anything.
Peace be with you.
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