im depressed & hate myself

New Topic Post Reply Printable Version
[ << Previous Thread | Next Thread >> ]

New Member

Date Joined Feb 2009
Total Posts : 1
   Posted 2/4/2009 5:32 PM (GMT -6)   
I am new here, and I have never thought about searching for help in this way but I have gotn to the point where I really don't feel like I have any other why to turn. I have been feeling depressed on and off since I was 9 and now I'm going on 21 and its just getn werse. I have been through tryn to take my own life,, over eating, undereating, and even turning to r. I have turn to god to help me from doing any of those things but I don't no how long I'm going to b able to hold out. I have been thinking about myself with evry tier that falls. I have no one to turn to, the only person I can turn to doesn't understand and makes me do most of the cryn. I can't leave him I love him to much and I'm scared to because he said he would hurt me if I did. I just don't feel lik he loves me anymore and I don't no if I want to live with out him. Its just when ever I fall into a depression he is mostlikly the calse. How do I talk to someone I'm scared to talk to? How do I ask him to change to mak me happy and not depresses? How do I gain the confidence I need to b happy with me, and not have to look to him to make me happy? Reply by email or forum. My email is

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 2/4/2009 4:27:08 PM (GMT-7)

getting by
Forum Moderator

Date Joined Sep 2007
Total Posts : 42612
   Posted 2/4/2009 6:38 PM (GMT -6)   

Hi Unloved,

Welcome to the depression forum.  I am sorry I had to edit your post, but we are not allowed to discuss self harm.  Also I removed your email address because it isn't safe.  Anyone could read it.  But if you want, if you haven't already, you can post it in your profile and the members can see it. 

I really think your depression is due to your situation.  You should not be afraid of your partner.  You shouldn't be afraid to be depressed.  I think that you should find a man that treats you with respect and kindness.  You deserve that.  You can't blame him for your depression, but you can blame the situation that you are in.  But you have to steps to get out of that situation.  Do you have any family that you could stay with?  I know that you say you can't live without this man, but you can.  You will be a lot happier if you aren't living in fear.  I know that this might be hard to understand at this point.  You are probably very confused.  This isn't your fault.  You are a victim here.  You don't deserve to be treated badly, but only you can change that.

I hope that you can take this to heart.  All I can say that you can't change him, and as long as you are living in this atmosphere, you will be depressed.  Maybe somebody here can give you some better advice, this is all I have to offer at this time.  I just hope that you can see that you are a good person and that you don't deserve to be treated this way.  You do on the other hand deserve to be happy.

Keep posting and we will be sure to reply to your post.  I hope that you can be happy.

Hugs, Karen

  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies

New Topic Post Reply Printable Version
Forum Information
Currently it is Sunday, September 23, 2018 10:31 PM (GMT -6)
There are a total of 3,005,970 posts in 329,290 threads.
View Active Threads

Who's Online
This forum has 161814 registered members. Please welcome our newest member, thk.
262 Guest(s), 2 Registered Member(s) are currently online.  Details
61Impala, Ultimo_G