Hello and I wam sorry your in a bad place right now. You have been moved around so much that it sounds like you may have gotten lost in the shuffle.
Is it possible for you to see a physician and confirm your diagnosis..............therapy is another idea for you.
CBT, Cognitive-behavioral therapy is based on the idea that our thoughts cause our feelings and behaviors, not external things, like people, situations, and events. The benefit of this fact is that we can change the way we think to feel / act better even if the situation does not change.
The MoodGym Training Program is a free online program, please check it out as it has helped many.
Just click on the link.
Kitt, Co-Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression
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