All 55 years, my husband and I have owned a nice house - not fancy - but adequate.
There have been some problems and I don't know how much longer we can afford
our rent. Financial Crisis is right!
I can't work because of Chronic Pain.
My husband can't work because of back problems and more.
We do not know a soul to borrow money from - not that I would.
What I want to say is this:
I am very very Depressed. I am going to my fairly new psychiatrist tomorrow.
I take one Celexa for Depression and that sure isn't doing the job. Is there an
anti-depressant that would work? I need a generic one obviously. My insurance
will pay for those.
I feel slow. I walk slow. Talk slow. Think slow. I am mad at people. Why shouldn't
I met a woman today and she spent two of my hours telling me about
restaurants in towns, her trips, her big fun family. More. Sure, she was a bore but
why do I bring this out in people.
What should I tell my Psychiatrist? Last visit I said I was Depressed and he said
I was Depressed because of the weather. We need Spring and flowers and sun, he said.
Oh cra pol a! It's true we need that but the weather inside me is so bad, so dark,
I don't think there's any help for me. I'm not a church goer and I almost feel
like apologizing for that.