Is there any way you can get a job for the summer and still go to school in the fall? You can still apply for the grant when it is time. It is just getting pushed back a little. I think you need to apply for the grant in the summer. I can't remember for sure. But that is to make sure whether or not you are going to get the money.
Jobs are more plentiful in the spring, so you should be able to find something until you decide to go back to school, if you do. I hope that you still are thinking about it.
Things can seem so difficult at times. It just seems like there is no way out or we get disappointed along the way. But we bounce back, accept that things aren't going to go exactly how we wanted them to and we deal with that as it comes. But I wouldn't give up on school if I were you. It sounds like you really want to learn.
Best wishes for a wonderful evening,
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