Try to get this out for discussion. It sounds like something that can help you. You know that it isn't healthy, in many ways. I think that you can do this.
Bringing it up to us is a big step. You are on your way to recovery. I know that you can do this. It might take some rehab, learning to look at food differently and your life differently. You can get better sweetie, just keep on trying.
Keep posting and let us know how things are going with you.
Wishing you a wonderful day.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies