I think that you still need emotional support. You are not like the other people and there are counselors capable of helping you. There are free programs that can help you too through mental health. And I don't think they are going to hospitalize you unless you really need it.
Either way with whatever decision you make, please stay with us and let us know how you are doing. Try checking out the 'mood gym' and see it that can help you. It is absolutely free. And I believe that it is something that you can do at your own pace.
Remember that we are here for you.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies