Thanks for everyone's replies. I talked to my shrink yesterday and we have a plan. She says it really sounds like I'm really getting bullied at work. We have a positive plan to put this to an end. I am very excited about
this. We also decided that in a few weeks if I am not feeling any better we would consider some meds.
I am on meds for my Lupus-and lately I've been upset that I was put on more. We were tapering my meds and then I had a terrible relapse-I wasn't expecting that at all. It hurts. It could be a combination of my meds and just all the stress that I'm under that is causing this depression.
Pretty much-part of my plan with my shrink is that I will fake it until I make it. I have to keep smiling, laugh a lot a work, and never ever let this girl get me down. I'm going to use cheerful sarcasm and agree with everything that girl says to me-because it won't be fun for her anymore. Also, I'm documenting what's going on for her permanent file and my supervisor's are watching more and know what's going on. That's the plan anyways. I can't wait until I can surprise her with a response that doesn't include my voice fading out and me stuttering because I don't know what to say to someone who talks so harshly to me.
"Challenges make you discover things about yourself you never really knew."
SLE and Class II Lupus Nephritis