You sure have been through a lot lately. I am sorry for all of your losses and for all that you are going through. I am glad that you are seeing a doctor. I wonder if you need some counseling too. Do you go? There is so much information in your post. I think we will have to take this one issue at a time.
Remember there is no time limit on grief. So go with it, no matter how long it takes. And there are no rights or wrongs during this period of grief.
You have so much going on right now, I hope that you are taking a little time for yourself to just relax. You need that time to yourself.
Keep posting, we are here for you, just have to take this a little at a time.
If you want, I can give your thread a title.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies