I understand, I went through that about twenty years ago. I was faithful to my husband too. But it was on my mind all of the time. And I think it can be a physical addiction as well as an emotional one. There are ways to take care of that without being unfaithful.
Have you looked on the internet for some help? I am sure that there are places to look. Or maybe you have and got into the wrong areas. So please be careful there.
Though we are not professionals, hopefully we can direct you to the right place to receive some help with this. I know that it is hard for you, it is a powerful addiction. Best wishes, I hope that you are having a good day.
An addiction is an addiction, whether it be alcohol, drugs or sex. I hope that your wife can satisfy your needs.
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