We just have to be careful about
what all we say. We know the nature of your addiction, so we will just have to be careful. We do get thirteen year olds on here and risk them reading what we post.
Have you talked to a psychologist about
this? I had help from my doctor and from my psychologist. The most important thing that they stressed was not to feel guilty for anything that I did. But mine was pretty much physical, so that was easily taken care of. I was married so I had the emotional part of the addiction taken care of. I wasn't seeking anything exciting. Just taking care of an ache is how I would explain it.
I would suggest seeing a psychologist or a psychiatrist, but I think that the psychologist would help you more. It is something that talk therapy would probably help you with. Are you worried about
cheating on your SO? If it is the type of lifestyle that you are think you are going to want. I think that you should perfectly honest with her about
it. You don't want to end up hurting her. Plus all of the risk these days with std's and aids.
I hope that you can work this out. You do seem like a nice person and we care about
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