Please don't be so hard on yourself. You are trying. That is all that matters. I am sorry that your roommate isn't paying her share of the rent. Have you asked her to leave? You might need to look for another roomate at this point.
I hope that you can get the help that you need. What you are doing is only going to make things worse for you. Are you taking any medications or going to counseling? I think that it is time that you think about
Either way, stick with us. This is a good place to come and vent. And seek advice. We all care about
eachother here, so now you are a part of our family.
Keep posting and remember we are here for you.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies