sorry community, i am having trouble focusing on the screen and words. i apologise to you all. i have tried to read posts but i read and my head hurts and the screen is in and out. weaning of effexor xr 300mg 4 four years has been really tough. over the week-end a family function went severely badly 4 me. i was told that it was supposed to be a happy time and that it was unacceptable to be depressed. this person kept berating me, hence i walked out.
my mum and sis were down, yet after three days my sister who lives with this idiot asked with the car running in my driveway about what happened. i was made out to be the problem. my mum and sis drove back home, my sis here informed me that they were pissed off, but they did not bother 2 check on me before leaving. i rang my mother and explained the situation, she said that her and allison were pissed at me, but i said if you give a stuff about your son that you should have said to her to drive the measly 2 minutes to see me and to see if i was okay.
sick of the black sheep syndrome, sick of the abuse, sick of being the atm 4 them and i am sick and tired of the discrimination, the hatred and just sick and tired. yeah more to this. so sorry for venting. will be out of touch a while.
remember, i value you all, appreciate you all and wish the very best 4 you. i feel i am loosing my mind. its okay, been there and done that!! small grin and small lol.
jamiee. in the words of arnie, i'll be back. just too much-yes that word at the moment. need 2 sleep.