Welcome to healing well. I am sorry for what you have been through. Are you going to any counseling for the ptsd? I would highly recommend it.
It sounds like you have become very anxious of going out and I can understand why. Is there anyway that you could move to another neighborhood? I would recommend that also.
You might want to check out our anxiety forum also. I know that you are dealing with a lot of anxiety right now with the fear of going out and the danger that you face when you do.
Moving sounds like an option to me. It is something that you should consider. It doesn't sound safe where you are. Keep posting and let us know how things are going.
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