It does sound like you could use a med adjustment. But I am also concerned about
you hitting your sister with a golf club. I think you could use some anger management too. Maybe diffferent meds would help that. A mood stabilizer would help you a lot.
I know that liveing with bipolar is hard. As kitt said, we have a wonderful bipolar forum also if you would like to post there too. And also as she said we are not professionals, just fellow people dealing with depression.
I can tell how badly you want help. Are you going to any type of counseling? I think that you could use some support with this. It has to be very difficult.
I may have misread about
the golfclub, it sounds like it was your girlfriend with it instead of your sister, but you shouldn't be hitting anybody. You really need help with that. You could really hurt somebody badly. I don't mean to be so blunt, but violence isn't the answer my friend. Please seek counseling for this.
Take care, keep posting. It takes a lot of courage to post what you did. And it is clear to me that you sincerely want some help with this situation.
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