I think that you have to adjust to a different way of eating. You have to learn to look at food differently. So you can't have the things that you want. You learn to live with what you can have, and your tastes will change to like what is good for you.
Hang in there my friend, life is so prescious. And you are an important part of it. Think of the others around you who would be devistated if you were not here anymore.
Keep trying, get some counseling, that helps all of us.
Best wishes for a wonderful day.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies