Your experience with depression has provided me enough inputs.
Infact, I too suffer from severe clinical depression. Mornings are the worst. I feel like crying. There is too much of palpatation. I had a bad marriage, betrayed in professional parternship, lots of complications after surgery, wife dumped me just after surgery.
The pain which I have gone through because of sudden changes has really put me into nervous breakdown. I try to keep myself busy and to get on with life. However, finding it too difficult to move on. Shattered.
Anyway life has to move on.
45 years Male Attorney
Diagnosed UC October 1989
Had two stage J Pouch Surgery Nov 2005; Take Down March 2006
Complications after surgery - Incisional Hernia and Ano Fistulas
"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle: Albert Einstein
"What you are aware of you are in control of; what you are not aware of is in control of you."