good. I have slight manic depression and ocd and with the help of talking to my mom i was able to open and learn how to "detatch" from others reactions about me or around me. This has been working for some time but lately i feel like i can't do it anymore. My grades are slipping, im getting in trouble because i wont talk to people, im doing little things to piss people off at my school because im trying just to not care. its not working anymore.
Im trying to quit self-abuse but its hard. I know that most people frown upon it because simply, its an attention grabber. My mind races so i cant think of one single thing and it leads to migraines and seclusion for days... so when it gets to that point, if i i can concentrate on my heartbeat, and later on the scars. I havent in 3 weeks and i found this site because i really need some support.
and by the way, im a sophomore in high school. Yes i know already, ive been tolded im too young to have this problem, but ive been dealing with it for years and worried because i am too young so please dont treat me like a child when you talk to me, it only insults my intelligence. thank you
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