I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you and your family are ok during this sad time. I know your sister has been ill for a while now, so at least she has found some peace and I hope that you can do the same through remembering happy times and memories that you have made with her in the past.
I just wanted to share this poem by Emily Dickinson with you.
On this long storm the rainbow rose,
On this late morn the sun;
The clouds, like listless elephants,
Horizons straggled down.
The birds rose smiling in their nests,
The gales indeed were done;
Alas! how heedless were the eyes
On whom the summer shone!
The quiet nonchalance of death
No daybreak can bestir;
The slow archangel's syllables
Must awaken her.
I hope that you ok Kitt & I am thinking about you
"The Optimist sees the rose and not its thorns; the pessimist stares at the thorns, oblivious of the rose."
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain"