hi Myo, I like your nick-name :) I'm glad that you have found us here, you are in the right place, here you can share what you are going through with others like you who have went through or still going through depresion, in this community we try to understand what each of us went through and learn from each other's experiences , it's also a great outlit to write our problems down somewhere, like a jounral, it feels great to write these issues down and receive some feedback and advice from the others and compare our situations.
I'm sorry to hear about your going through, but I'm happy that your seeking help and doing the right things, like agreeing to take the medications despite your worries about the possibilaties of side-effects which sometimes happens, you are brave by doing so , and it's good to hear that so far there are no side-effects that are bothering you and I hope things will continue to improve for you and even find recovery in the end.
it's also good to know that you have a supportive husbend who understands what you are going through, that's really helps so in that aspect you are lucky , others are not so fortunate as you.
good luck to you and keep writing and sharing, and know that we here care about you, I hope you decide to come back again. god bless you :)