lol... Yea, today its has a bruise the size of a baseball on the top of my hand and above my wrist bone. Its VERY noticeable! lol I am wearing my brace on it and its not that bad, just bruised. My middle finger on my left hand is jammed and it hurts to bend. lol He told me to inter-lace my fingers and he pushed my wrists toward one another... I didnt know what he was going to do he just said do it...and apparently it pulls your fingers on both hands back and so it jammed my finger! lol
Wow, little brothers...
So, its all over with! Thank goodness...it feels SO good to have the test over with. Its been the focus of English since last year and now its done. I dont think I did well, but its okay. I know I will be able to get through Freshman comp easily with what I already know so Im not worried about
it. It went better than I thought. The multiple choice want so bad and I got done early. Then the first 2 essays were SUPER hard... however, the 3rd essay was SUPER easy because I had done it before and knew exactly what to write and so thats the ONLY thing I am confident in. But its all good.
I figure I have learned A LOT and I know a lot about
literature and classical novels and my writing skills are really well so regardless of how I did on that test... I learned alot and I passed the class! And we are watching movies the rest of the year! Which is 13 school days I believe!
It was AMAZING walking out of the church(where we took it) and it being spring time, birds chirping, green grass, fresh air. It was so nice even during the test cause I just kept thinking, get done and this is it...this is it and then I wont have to think about
it ever again!
I went to the funeral. Im not an emotional person at funerals. It really hasnt hit me, but I also wasnt close to her like my Grandma..but I didnt go look at her or anything. It reminded me so much of my Grandma's funeral 4 years ago.. Thats the last time I had been to one...it just brought up a lot of memories. Im kind of numb though to such emotions... or have been lately.
So, I made it through that and it feels SO good to not have to worry about
English for a few months... now I can focus on Calculus and finishing up German(this week) and graduation...its almost over.. and Im SO excited, I cant wait...
Thanks so much for the support!
Lyrica(15 months on, but now officially off of it!) and Paxil(about 6+- months)
Fibromyalgia, Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attacks-currently in therapy
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
"Im going to
smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."