had an indifferent day. to say the least!
seen my lady today, her carer received a call from the agency that my lady is attached to. after the call i was advised that my lady and i are not to be left alone. i also put it to the carer that i have been the one doing the caring. well the situation is that my lady wants time with me alone to talk, thus we allow the carer to play the poker machines.
mutual i thought. the carer seemed to enjoy advising me of the agencies demand, thus i informed the carer that whilst she plays i care for my lady, no problem, all she is worried about is her job. she has broken some rules, as i. i explained that i will not be dictated to, and that i take responsibilty for my indescretions of the rules, that the carer has to take responsibility for hers. and my lady for hers, we are all apart of the problem, albeit the carer strongly denied hers.
what upset me is that she cancelled my lady's next shift, and subsequent fri shifts. the carers problem is that she has magor issues with the agency, due to lack of shifts, and or last minute calls. also she has issues with the other carer taking extra shifts, this i pointed out, we are constantly hearing about her issues with the agency. all about the money. so i said are you going to be apart of the solution or be apart of the problem?
if i am to break this discrimination of us, as my lady has various abilities, with the agency, and in society, then i will continue to put my head on the chopping block. i love her, as she loves me. i have been discriminated and persecuted and vilified all of my life, and if my lady and i are to move forward, without stigma, without discrimination then we are going to have to teach people about the above. communication, but at arms length, no, life is too short. perplexed, angry, depressed and disappointed. need some compassion and guidance, i am a caring man, and a loving one to. thanx jamie