it seems that u are in a situation known as bedrock. it is difficult when u have cross-over symptoms or a dual diagnosis. with bp2 the manic symptomology is milder, albeit the depression is more higher. i would strongly suggest to re-start your meds u have gone off, also i would strongly suggest that you also see a doctor, even if not your own. also i would advise that you jot down what is happeing, and moreover what has been happening. depression, bp2 and all mental illnessess are medical conditions, seek help, i am worried that you may become very unwell soon, hence i would talk with your hospitals psych triage dept asap. keep posting, we (i) care. jamie, male, 37
mdd, iddm, severe borderline personality disorder, hormone deficency, diabetic nuropathy, lombroscal spine, water issues, etc.