hi gang, going red, to left of some anger.
well, i am definately being punished by one my lady's carer, no show last fri, nor this wed, had school monday, was awake 2 days prior, slept finally tues, wed waited, and tonight another no show, well her carer is keeping her word to punish me, as well as the darn agency, sorry, i am f'n mad, oh well i hope my lady cracks it with them and bites the bullet to see me. got my metal on, this compassionate man wants to smash something, na, just extremely angry, as as much as they are punishing me, they are doing the same to my very loving lady who would be just as darn mad. i sent her a text to meet, obviously some form of intervention has happened. can not put my head on the chopping block anymore, for i will lose it, both physically, and metotphorically!!!
what is bloody wrong with people, heck we love each other, i will not conform to any agency, carer or family members, they have spit in my face enough!!!! sorry for he implode. and language. will be okay, i hope?