dear susan, u have been given some loving info. i hope things get better soon, some things are a given in life, situational, and some things just happen. never fear being alone, i did for a serious long time, got some serious situational stuff also, but with love from ourselves and digging deep into our reserves, we do have reserves, we can go forth with a renewed emphasis and with hope in our hearts. sending peace and energy, jamie.
i understand that this a difficult time, and i hope that things turn around for you soon.