Hey Tucker, I'm really glad you replied back. Keep posting here as much as you like, feel free to say whatever is in your head- we'll all help you through this as much as we can. I'm glad that you tried therapy but sorry it didn't work. So if this place is what is going to help you then I hope you stick around! This place saved me when I needed it most. I am doing alot better now and I love to reach out and help people to who really need it because I have been there. Alone and worried and scared...So to read someone's replies I know means alot!
Must be so hard feeling alone in your marriage. Wasn't what it was supposed to be, but this is what you have in your life now. Must be frustrating too.
Julie mentioned some other kind of care, that might be something for you to look into. A place she can go to get some physical therapy too. My sis used work at a place that disabled/handicapped people came and rode horses for theraputic exercise, mental release and it really helped them!! I don't know where you live, but I'm sure somewhere in your community there might be such a place!
I know you are not a cheat or a liar, don't think any of us think that Tucker! It's okay to have desires, wants and needs-especially when you are not getting that from your wife. It's noone's fault but totally understandable, so don't feel bad about it.
All the best and keep posting!