I so understand how you are feeling. I lost my nephew to suicide last September. It truly is a hard ordeal especially when you think about
the children left behind. My nephew had a three year old daughter. She is beautiful. We just try to give her all the love that we can. Take things one step at a time. You will get through this and so will eveybody else all in their own time. There is no time limit on grief and there is no right or wrong way to deal with it.
I think that you should deal with the graduation as it comes, I think it will be a lot easier than you think, as right now everybody is in shock. You will get through this, I know that you will.
Keep posting and let us know how you are doing.
Hugs to you,
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