no news regarding my lady, however i spoke with my sis, her reply was what i am doing. nothing. the ball is in her court. if she truely loves me she will make contact via visiting me, this she has not done. being a severe epileptic i don't want to stress her, obviously the stranglehold of the family runs deep, very deep. my internal wisdom is saying she is torn, this makes me sad. hopefully she turns up fri night at our regular venue, tonight actually, as it is 2.45am at the moment, can't sleep, too many visitors and i am a little overwhelmed also.
my problem is that i want this relationship to progress forward, i feel the family is over protecting her here. if it is meant to be-it will be. until further developments i am leaving this one with the higher power of the universe. still very depressed, soldering on as best as i can. jamie