thanks guys! and Confusedli, I understand where you are coming from! We ain't together anymore... I pushed it too far and lost him but my aim in life now is to get it back on track, not for anoyone other than myself! I can't stand so many things about
me (my body, the way I look, my lack of confidence, paranoia about
people talking about
me, even if they just give me a side glance in the street, just EVERYTHING!) But I think now I have relised (even though I have known it before mum died and ever since) that how can I be happy in a relationship/friendship, if i'm not happy with myself and who I am! Thats why I need to consantrat on me now! Get MY life on track for ME and ONLY ME! Okay, yeah, it's probably going to take me the rest of my life to be happy with myself but until then, there is no point with anything because if i'm not happy and confortable with myself and who I am, then how can I be confortable and happy with anything/anyone else! Thanks for your help everyone! Means so much! Be in touch and hope everyone is okay!!! LOVES! Thanks again!!! x x x x x x x x
About Me: My mum died of cancer when I was 12, Don't get on with Dad and Sister, Held all my emotions, grief and feelings in for 6 years and now need to explode because I can't cope any longer!
The more you believe, the stonger your beliefs!
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