Thank you both Fances and Jamie,
It is a busy time and that helps. I have been feeling better and I was remembering my sister last night and missing her as she is not here to celebrate the good times, the dance recitals, the graduations that are going on in my life.
Then I remember how worried she was about knowing I would be alone without her and no other siblings, Mom or Dad in my life and how much she wanted me to be OK. So I told her in my prayers that I am OK and I will keep on living my life.................as she would have wanted me too.
I must stay in the moment and keep on moving forward as you cannot live in the past. It hurts to much.