Welcome to HealingWell and we love new members so please know you have joined a great forum.
First of all please do not feel like you are "complaining" You have a very real disorder and like many of us here, our families do not always understand mental health disorders as they cannot see the "disorder"
You will find lots of great threads so please take some time and read through them. I hope the addition of Abilfy to your meds will help you.
I am wondering how you like Wellbutrin? Did you have any problems getting onto this med, side effects?
Please know coming here is a wonderful and courageous step. You are voicing your fears so you know what they are.
Again a warm welcome and do keep on talking.
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