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Posted 9/14/2004 2:28 PM (GMT -7)

 I just spent 10 minutes writing a post about my feelings...which was not easy to do!!!  I accidently pushed the wrong button and my post was gone!!!  I just can't win.  I am so tired and frustrated beyond compare.  I am not new at this...just been way for awhile.  I have been suffering from depression for 28 years..since I was 11 years old.  I have been to therapy and taken more medication than I can tell you.  I do ok for awhile, then its right back to square one!  I have nobody to talk to and every time I check the chat rooms there is no one there.  I am not sure what to do.  My mind does not work well and I am scared there is something very wrong with me.  I am afraid to live, but I am also afraid to die.  I need help!!!!! 

wordbird

Posted 9/14/2004 3:01 PM (GMT -7)
That really sucks! Losing your post that is so frustrating.
Sorry you are going through such a bad time.
Maybe we should organise some chat sessions. I am from the UK so we are 6 hours ahead of America (I think).
If I say 9pm tomorrow my time, that would be 3pm your time, if you can make it I will be in depression chat.
That goes for anyone else too!
Hope to see you there tomorrow!
Take care for now

Debbie
Posted 9/15/2004 3:01 AM (GMT -7)
I dont know if i'll be any help but i understand how you feel, or at least i think i do. You can e-mail me if you want, i know what its like to feel that things are going nowhere.

hope to here from you..

alleys_and_motorways@hotmail.com

Posted 9/20/2004 7:41 AM (GMT -7)
Well I know how you feel I have been suffering from depression for 12 years and I know now that I have had enough. Just one day at a time, and always know your not alone.
Posted 9/20/2004 8:59 PM (GMT -7)

I understand what you are going through, cause I am dealing with depression first hand.  For the last two years I have been seeing my shrink and seeing my therapist once weekly....I am taking three different meds, been in the hospital, can't handle life in general and its all sad to me cause I have two teenager that I would not dream of leaving, but yet the feelings are there... sad

 I went to a CBT group and will be starting a DBT group in October...I take one day at a time...I write down all my automatic thoughts and compare them each day...I journal and record my dreams.  Its very hard and some days I stay in bed most of the day in between my boys.  IF you want to talk you can email me at chillin39@cox.net and I would be happy to talk with you....maybe we can help each other... tongue Tina

Posted 6/14/2005 11:58 AM (GMT -7)
I too know how you feel/ afraid to live but afraid to die.  hang in there.  A coworker told me this morning all I can do is keep on keepin on; boy if she knew how truly difficult that is for me right now. 

Posted 6/14/2005 2:55 PM (GMT -7)
I just answered a post in re:of losing internet connections and how frustrated we get having to re-write them all, especially if they are long ones. I think I figured it out. God is trying to tell us not to go there so he snaps His fingers and away they go!
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