That really sucks! Losing your post that is so frustrating.
Sorry you are going through such a bad time.
Maybe we should organise some chat sessions. I am from the UK so we are 6 hours ahead of America (I think).
If I say 9pm tomorrow my time, that would be 3pm your time, if you can make it I will be in depression chat.
That goes for anyone else too!
Hope to see you there tomorrow!
Take care for now
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