I know from your other thread that your boyfriend was an important source of support for you, and someone who really understood you and your feelings. I'm so sorry the two of you broke up. It's natural to go through a grieving period, and two weeks is not a long period of time for some people. Everyone is on their own schedule when it comes to dealing with a painful loss, and it may take some time before you are able to move on. Be gentle with yourself, and allow yourself to shed the tears and release the pain.
PSA is right....you should focus on creating your own support group, which of course includes us here. He's also right about
the idea that God has something better in store for you. I know it's hard to see it now, but there are other things awaiting you in your life, and as you heal from this experience, you will be able to move forward.
Do you have access to any counseling in your area? Or is there some sort of counseling facility at your university? I think I remember reading on your other thread that you are finishing up with university in the coming year. I really think it could be a wonderful thing, especially with the pain you've been in because of your family situation and your recent breakup. I think you mentioned before that you had tried counseling once, but I hope you will consider trying it again.
Hang in there, and please keep posting with us.
"The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes." ~Marcel Proust