Nice to meet ya! Yea, depression can be a real pain in the ... It can take away all hope of a better day, a better world, a better life. But that is only when the depression is at it strongest. Yet hope is just the thing that can pull you out. Trust me, though everything seems crapty at the moment, there will be times, situations, things you enjoy. Even for a second. And if you are able to consciously experience that second, you are able to know how it can be. If one second can be good, why not two seconds? Why can't there be a minute of that feeling? Hours, months, years? It is just a matter of training, as you would for a marathon or so. You start with one step, and after a lot of practise you will be able to take thousands of steps right after each other, without too much effort.
And what Frances already mentioned, it can be hormone based. At least, a part of it. Teenagers, post-pregnant, menopause, it all can be of great influence. Have you tried changing meds?
If you want, you can share everything you like here. Sharing can be a great help. You can get things a bit more in line, and maybe someone else can give you just that little bit of love, or an eyeopener, that will make things just a bit easier.
Thanks for sharing, and all the very best!
Acceptance is the key
The World is but a reflection. Smile, and it will smile back.
Try to keep smiling! :)