Thanks! I am leaving to go home tomorrow.. This is the first time I have gotten on since last Thursday! Proud of myself..I spend WAY too much time online instead of gettin out like I should... regardless of where I am..
It has been a blast. Swam in the ocean, the pool, the hot tub! lol Played in the sand like a 3 y/o! I walked so far down the strip both ways... goodness, never walked so much in my life. I went shopping. ...I got a few tats... (Henna, not permanent!) And of course, like always, I got burned! There is no amount of sunscreen on this Earth that can keep me from roasting! My face, arms, shoulders(OUCH) and back are burned horribly.. it always happens so, its ok... but for a while Im going to tear up whenever I move, change clothes, or anything that involves the movement of my skin!
I was really worried about sleep... the first night I woke up 7 times... Luckily though, I havent gotten sick, I usually do. I was also worried about doubling my Cymbalta. The first day or so I was really depressed. I couldnt find pleasure in even the slightest things. I am a little better now..
So, Im on my way home tomorrow and hopefully things will go good and I wont get so down again.. Thanks, Ive had a blast and have gotten to relax..... a little!
Lyrica(15 months on-quit Feb. 09),Paxil(10-11 months, quit 6-4-09) Starting Cymbalta and Rozerem Fibromyalgia, Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attacks-currently in therapy-new doc thinks I could have Dysthymia or Borderline Personality Disorder... www.myspace.com/wilson_gal22"Cracks
in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
"Sometimes it is best to forget
what you feel
what you deserve
"Im going to smile
like nothing is wrong
like everything is perfect
like its all a dream
, and pretend
its not hurting me