hi guys, time for a timely update. thx 4 the gentle push raniah.
well, i did catch up with my lady, fri night, yeah nasty carer was in tow, she got better as she had some luck. i was fairly doped up, pain meds. i was given some notes from my ladies mother. have not read these, will wait till tues to discuss it with my lady, as i think they pertain to our relationship. i think this is the best thing to do. oh well, i will get back to you on that. got school in the morn, will take pain meds with me. decided to wait till feb next year for the further study, as this course will finish later this year and will clash. also do not want to overload myself. the course, next feb is a full-time course, 2 yr course, diploma. i will by then have acrued some definite credits, as this course i am doing has relevant components, as has some other study i completed earlier this year. thx 4 listening, staying in the moment, and yeah took some time out to do some indepth reading on zen.
have a nice week all. take care of you, okay. luv. jamie