No, you don't sound stuck up, don't worry! You wouldn't be lying to yourself....you would be telling yourself the truth, IMO. I think the fear is clouding your judgment about
yourself, that's all. In other words, if you didn't have this fear running the show right now, you would realize how strong you are inside and how much you really CAN believe in yourself.....do you know what I mean?
I'm going to have to log off in a minute, as it's getting late where I am, but I want you to hang in there and think about
the counseling. It can be a really good experience! I say this because of my own positive experience, and also because I care.
Please keep us posted about
this, okay? And take good care of yourself....you deserve it!
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“Sadness is but a wall between two gardens.” ~Kahlil Gibran