Hi Gizzy and welcome to the depression forum. I am sorry that you are feeling so down. I wonder if a mood stabilizer would help you. I take abilify and it works wonderful. I hardly ever get angry anymore and I am happy most of the time. Talk to your doctor about
it and see what he/she says. It would be worth looking into.
I know how you feel thinking that everybody is talking about
you. But the truth probably is that they are not. And if they are, oh well. Then they are leaving somebody else alone. That is how I look at it. People can say what they want, but we know what the truth of the matter is. And that is all that matters.
Remember that you are a good person. Tell yourself that every day. I am glad that you are able to work from home. But too much isolation isn't healthy so maybe you could get out for a walk now and then. That is good for you in so many ways.
I hope that you feel better soon. Keep posting as we are all here for you.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies