Ah yeah thanks guys. The past few days I have been feeling better and more positive. I've been thinking about
other things such as applying to university and my future. However my ex is still out to get me...
Because me and him have to work in close proximity with each other it gets to me. My friends have really stood up and been there for me, and that's really helped, but I know he's still trying to get to me and it hits me really hard. Every time he says something it's really loud so I can hear. He turns around and gives me smug looks, just looking for an ounce of emotion in my face. I know it might sound horrible but he thinks he's all 'it', and a great guy. Lol I know what you're saying jamiee about the whole story being a great book or film. It's just like something from TV. Some of the things he did I was considering about getting the police involved.
I know he's still a person and I shouldn't hate him but, thing is, i've never hated anyone in my life, apart from him. I know it's pure hate, and i'll never stop hating him. One of his oldest friends tried to help him become a better person but, to be honest, he doesn't even want to help himself, so how can anyone else start to?
So little summary :P...
In general I'm starting to feel a little better.
Sorry, Holleee.....I had to edit that very last sentence for content, because some of our members are as young as 13. Thanks for understanding.
Post Edited By Moderator (Raniah) : 7/1/2009 4:15:22 PM (GMT-6)