You already have gotten some great advice. I just want to emphasize that there are people who want the best for you. And I am sure there are psychiatrists among them. Maybe the ones you know are the rotten apples, but does your experience make every single one of them useless? Maybe I am lucky, but I have a wonderful psych, they do exist
Maybe you could give yourself a treat now, do something you enjoy doing, or just take a day off and listen to nice music / watching good films. Sometimes the best solution is a simple one. Maybe the small things you can do are actually ending up to be the things that make you feel good. We tend to have an urge to change our entire lives for the better, while enjoying the small and simple moments is all we need.
I have actually no idea what a naturopathic doctor is, but I hope he or she will be able to help you
Take care Sayyadina!
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