Some of the best fishing is in the rain. I would go anyway. It will do you good. As long as the rain isn't too hard. It is raining here too, but mostly misting. So that isn't bad. We were going to pick strawberries today, but are not now because of the rain.
I am sorry that your husband is preoccupied with his drinking buddy. Did you mention your anniversary to him. Maybe he forgot. It might do some good to mention it. He might be innocently forgetting it.
I understand how you feel. My first husband was a lot like yours. Everything revolved around him. My life included. Sometimes he would do things with me, but when I was just getting use to it, plans would change and I would be left hanging.
I hope that you bring your anniversary up to your husbands attention. Maybe he would change his plans.
Take care and remember we are always here for you Bionca.
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