i am listening. what is it that you are missing? do you know what is causing this? sorry to be direct, it seems from what you said that you sabotage some things. i am male, 37, hi i am jamie. u have good kids, a good girl these are real positives. if ok can you explain why it is a risk for posting here. keep safe, call your psych dept at your nearest hosp if you feel at risk, or the relevant help lines in your area. with kindness. jamie.
dx, mdd, severe borderline personality disorder.