Its great that you are not feeling guilt anymore.
All of these negative thoughts brought on by depression takes so much of your energy, its draining at times. I think that once you are stabilized you will be able to dedicate more energy to right things about
yourself and your relationship with Jake.
You may have been lost for a little bit, but you are already putting yourself on the right path by learning more about
yourself and using resources like this site to gain perspective. You are taking action and should feel good about
yourself for that.
Good luck Kat.
Post Edited (theronson) : 7/8/2009 10:36:09 PM (GMT-6)