I can't help but wonder if you feel like you're missing out on something because you and your boyfriend cannot spend time together in person. Please understand, I'm not judging in any way.....I know that people really do get attached in online relationships. I guess I'm just thinking about
our needs for closeness in other ways.....being able to share experiences, like going places together, and being able to give each other hugs....things like that. Do you and your boyfriend live at a great distance from each other? Is there any way that you can meet and spend time together - even just to go on a date - sometime over the summer? I wonder if that might help. I can tell that you and he are serious about
this, and I would like to see you find some happiness and peace of mind again. Please keep posting....we're here for you.
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